Week 2 of VMT we were given a homework task to do a piece of writing for 20 mins, and stop after 20 min, we could not go over the 20 minutes, and it was to write a fairytale with myself as the main character... this is what i wrote.
Write a fairytale with myself as the main character? Are you kidding me? Ive never experienced any sort of fairy tale life except when KK came into my house. My life has been full of horrors, confusion and pain. Sorry but i cant even seriously imagine living a fairytale anymore, never mind writing about it. Its hard for me to even imagine or write about dreams these days as all my to even read thisdreams and hopes seem to shatter before i get close enough to touch them or believe in them. Im sorry but i think fairytales are fucked. Giving kids the wrong idea about life. Life is nothing like fairytales and kids grow up wanting those lives and experiences so bad and it breaks their hearts when it doesnt happen. This is making me angry. Believing in fairytales myself as a kid fucked with me. I hate them. Biggets load of bullshit out. Im not even doing the homework task properly. But i dont care to be honest. Im stil writing, im stil thinking and giving myself a voice. I dont know if i can or will be able to read this but i guess writing this is a start. So basically, no offence, but go to hell with my fairytale life.
I didnt end up reading that piece of writing the next week at VMT, i couldnt. Last week, during week 9 i had the opportunity to share it with the group again, but i couldnt read it out myself, i got S to read it to the group and the reaction i got was weird to be honest. Im not sure how to explain how it made me feel, but yeh, i dunno. Not sure what im even trying to say.
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