Words of warning...

Some days i am happy and on top of the world, but most days i struggle and i will express both the good and the bad.... My blog will not be all rosy green meadows. I hope you can read through both my pain and happiness and share my journey to recovery with me

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

Hmmm.....

I feel the need to do some more writing.... im thinking of maybe putting some of my VMT writing tasks on here to get me started....

So heres a piece i wrote:

Just another figure. I want to fade into the wall like all the others in the background. Don't want to be noticed, want to have space, to be left alone, left to sit on the wall. Or i want to curl up in a ball in the hay, with no-one except maybe my KK. They are all weird like me so i'd fit in well. Just want to kinda be like her, expressionless, coz then im not sad, im not feeling so much pain, although it looks likes she's waiting to be pinned to the cross or something. Maybe the vacant, expressionless face is trying to hide her fear, like i often do with my fake smiles and confidence.

We were asked to pick a picture card of the floor that represented how we felt at that time, or that grabbed us in some way. For some reason the card i picked was a doll of some sort standing on some hay in front of a white wall which had several other pictures of strange looking dolls all over it, and thats what i wrote about it at the time.

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