Words of warning...

Some days i am happy and on top of the world, but most days i struggle and i will express both the good and the bad.... My blog will not be all rosy green meadows. I hope you can read through both my pain and happiness and share my journey to recovery with me

Sunday, 11 December 2011

Sad....

Must say i'm pretty upset.... my face book went nuts last night.... i had comments and messages going haywire, sending a million times, to the wrong people, and stuff not sending... stupid face book.... and people got really upset with me, and i was even blocked.... i was sleeping when it was all going on, didn't get a chance to explain myself and its upset me.... i wouldn't purposely do that... what am i gonna achieve by that???? nothing... it was a technical issue, and now people are mad and upset and blocking me.... doesn't help my self esteem at all that people would think i'm that kind of person.... I have a very full on tough day ahead of me tommoz that i'm gonna struggle with, i'm trying to stay strong, trying to be ok, but i don't need anything else going wrong... i don't need any more stress.... need to feel ok physically and mentally tonight so i can sleep, and in the morning so when i wake i am able to get there....

PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
can tomorrow go ok.....
its gonna be tough
but i gotta keep telling myself i can do this

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